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Post by Adrienne Lena on Nov 18, 2007 21:26:09 GMT
Adrienne held onto George, even after they had apparated into the appartment. She stood like that with him for a while, before she looked at him, having to look right up to see his face, and smiling slightly at how tall he was in comparason to her. She was 5'5, and he was about 6'3... there was a prety big difference, but thats how she liked it. She liked everything about George, and she felt safe when she was in his arms. "So..." she said, reaching up to kiss him on the nose, though she couldnt really reach.
ooc: Rachel Bilson is about 5'2 and George is about 6'4 so if we went by those mesurements.... yikes, lol
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Post by Fred & George Weasley on Nov 18, 2007 21:38:34 GMT
George laughed as Adrienne had to reach up to kiss him and, even then, she missed by a bit. He bent down a little, to make it easier on her and smiled. "So," he repeated, still holding her tightly in his arms and looking down at her. Though it would strain a little on his neck, George wouldn't rather be looking at anyone else, as he knew there to be no one more beautiful than Adrienne.
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Post by Adrienne Lena on Nov 18, 2007 21:41:29 GMT
Adrienne laughed slightly as George bent down just to let her kiss his nose. "Ive lost my thoughts..." she said. She couldnt remember what she had wanted to say to him... well, she could, just not the exact words, and she didnt know how to start up the conversation. "I cant believe how long we've been apart..." she said, "I mean, how long its been since we've spent more then a few hours together..."
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Post by Fred & George Weasley on Nov 18, 2007 21:54:08 GMT
George waited patiently as she said she'd lost her thoughts, sure she'd get them back soon enough. He sighed when she started talking and looked at her sadly. "I know. It's so hard, not being able to be around you all the time, like we used to...when we were in school together, and now it's even harder," he said, shaking his head. "I wish it didn't have to be this way, and we could see each other all the time. I want to see you, keep you with me all the time, every second of the day, Adrienne. I love you so much," he said.
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Post by Adrienne Lena on Nov 18, 2007 21:57:05 GMT
"I love you too," she said, "more then you know. I would even take being at your parents house..." at least then they could sleep together, if Adrienne didnt get caught. Nothing could happen, obviously, since Fred was in the room with them, but Hermione and Ginny covered for Adrienne and they never got in trouble. "I miss seeing you every day and whenever I can... but its Friday today, so I dont have school tomorrow... I could... if you want.." she bit her lip slightly. Even if she would have to leave at 6am tomorrow, if it meant longer with George, she would do it.
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Post by Fred & George Weasley on Nov 18, 2007 22:12:35 GMT
"What do you mean, you'd 'even take being' at my parent's house?" George asked, his eyebrows raised. He was only kidding with her, though, and he winked to show it. He sighed as she finished talking and held her tighter, pulling her closer to him. "Baby, I don't want you to just stay for the night....I want you to stay forever," he whispered, realizing just how much he'd needed Adrienne, even when he thought he didn't.
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Post by Adrienne Lena on Nov 19, 2007 7:35:40 GMT
Adrienne sighed, wrapping her arms around George and holding him tightly, while still looking up at him. "I know," she said, "I want to stay forever too... but one night is the best I can do right now... Hermione will cover for me." she knew that she wouldnt be able to stay for longer then that without oficially dropping out of school.
Adrienne remembered the last time she had been here... and George had just wanted her to leave. At least, thats what it had felt like. She held onto him tightly as she spoke next, but was ready to let go, if he wanted her to. "George..." she said, "Did you... did you mean the things you said, when we fought." in the shop, only a few weeks ago, they had had a huge fight... and she knew that he was voicing things he had been thinking for a while. "Please dont lie to me..." she added, quietly, her resolve almost failing her. What if he said yes? What would she do? Leave...? No. She knew she wouldnt. He could say whatever he wanted to her, but she knew she wouldnt leave him. The only reason she would ever leave is if he wanted her to.
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Post by Fred & George Weasley on Nov 28, 2007 7:39:33 GMT
((heeeey, sorry! I've been very busy, reorganizing and such, birthday parties...cleaning, my mom coming home...it's been a mad house. anyway, I should be on now, sorry I haven't been))
"Gotta love Hermione," George said, smiling appreciatively. If she could do this for them just this once, well, it damn near erased all those times Hermione tried to tell the twins what to do, and had expected them to listen.
George sighed and looked down at Adrienne, sweeping some hair out of her eyes as he touched her face lightly. "I may have said some mean things and, if I did, then I'm sorry. I never want you to be mad at me, or to think that I'd be better off without you...not want you around. It's not like that. I want you with me always and, if I ever said or did anything to make you question my feelings for you, then I'm sorry. What I say when I'm mad....I shouldn't take it out on you, when other things are bothering me. I love you, Adrienne. No matter what I say, or how much I don't want you to do something, I'd never expect you to change. That's not you. That's not the girl I fell in love with."
((Damn, I can't remember what I said at the shop!! Haha, hope that's good enough cause I'm not checking))
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Post by Adrienne Lena on Nov 28, 2007 16:37:10 GMT
ooc; haha thats ok, and I didnt expect you to. Btw sophie joined as Jack and Adrienne and Jack have had a few threads, so for the sake of this lets say those threads happened before this one. Also, I did the memory flash back thing because I cba typing it out.
Adrienne looked up at George, very aware of his hand on the side of her face, but not letting it distract her from what he was saying. "I know... Im sorry..." she said, quietly. "But... you say that now, but when I am 'that girl' you get mad. Ive almost lost you too many times to risk it again...you said thats what you wanted... for me not to fight and not to get involved and just be quiet about it..." the thing was, Adrienne just wasnt like that. She didnt know how to be quiet about something she was passionate about and not have it effect her. She was becoming more and more quiet as the days went on. "And Jack..." Adrienne said, quietly, "we were talking... I told him about whats been going on..." she started to tell George everything, remembering it clearly as she did so.
Jack's smile faded "he's really changed you hasnt he?" Jack said quietly "where's the girl that would of jumped at the chance to fight, to be good and do something that she wanted to do?" He questioned "i guess love changes people" He said and frowned "its been along time since i've been in love, what would i know" he thought of painful memories about Adrin but forgot about them quickly. "follow your heart" Jack said "and if your heart belongs to George then follow what ever the bloody hell he tells you to do" He said and took a bite out of his apple. Adrienne was about to retaliate, she had a million comebacks, but what was the point. "I changed myself," she said, "You remember what I was like the last time we broke up. I dont want to do that again," she wasnt happy being like this, she was becoming quieter, more withdrawn, and anyone could see that she didnt have the same passion she had had before. Jack scoffed "then what the hell do you want adrienne" he said unable to stop himself sounding cross. "you want to be happy? you want to have fun? you want to have friends?" he probed "and who is it thats stopping you from doing all those?" he said and fell silent for a moment or two. "just think about things for a second" he said "your becoming like ever other girl in this school - average, nothing special, no spark, no flame." Jack shook his head "ok ok im sorry, i've gone too far. Your happy to be with George and be miss-im-so-boring-im-not-even-going-to-answer-back, then thats fine" he said and raised an eyebrow. "Jack, Im sorry.." Adrienne said. That was all she could find to say. Its what she was saying to George a lot lately. She was just unhappy. She had realised that now. She loved George more then anything, but that alone when everything else was wrong she couldnt find a way to be really happy. "Listen, I should go," she said, standing up. "you're actually not going to defend yourself, are you?" he asked in disbelief. Things has become worse then he had first thought. "your apologising to me because i shouted at you? thats absurd, you've done nothing wrong, whats with you?" he asked shaking his head. "ok ok, go" he said and looked down at his hands "but the offers always open, for some fun that is" he said and looked up at her casting her a wink. "no not that kind of fun...i mean catching 'baddies' sort of fun" he said and smirked. Adrienne turned back around at Jack, feeling like she was close to tears, but of course she wouldnt cry. That was one thing she wasnt going to change. "What if he decides he doesnt want me anymore?" she asked, her voice breaking slightly. Now that she was 'boring and like every other girl' why would George want her? ...
"So we did," Adrienne said, tears in her eyes now. "We went to the shrieking shack, and said Vol- 'you-know-whos' name until deatheaters showed up... just for fun... just to do something... Im sorry George Im so sorry..." she looked up at him, sure he would be mad, but what she had to say next was important. "Afterwards... in the hospital wing..."
Adienne sat down on the bed and inspected her cut. "It doesnt hurt much," she lied. Jack came over with the healing potion and she smiled. "Thanks," she said. She paused, then asked something she had been thinking for a while, "Why do you hate George?" she asked. "come now Adrienne, Hate is a ver strong word" he said then paused "ok, so me and george dont get along exactly, but i have my reasons as im sure so does he, im not the most likable guy out there, especially seeing as what happened between us two" Jack said rubbing the back of his neck. "im not sure what it is about him - the way he acts, i always get the feeling that he's looking down at me - sniggering almost" Jack said "like he's superior - i know im not a perfect guy, i havent treated people that i've loved very well and stuff but its got nothing to do with him" he said "and maybe because he loves you" he said frowning "i cant get my head around love anymore, i think i've lost the ability to love, to know what it's like to love someone so much your so scared to lose them" he said "so i cant really understand why he wont let you do what you want to do - just seems like he's got you whipped really" Jack commented, taking a seat on the bed opposite. Adrienne couldnt really argue with that, "He has, in a way... I guess..." she said. "He could destroy me in one second just by leaving me... by finding someone else... deciding he doesnt want me anymore..." she didnt know what she would do. "So I do what I can to make him happy.. I love him, thats all I want. For him to be happy. But I dont think he respects me like I do him, because of things that Ive done. "And you've not lost the ability to love, Jack," she said "I know you havnt." Jack laughed at her last statement "believe me i have, i used to be able to sympathise with anyone in love, but now i only pity them - i guess i dont hate george i pity him" he said "and you shouldnt let him control you - your only weakening yourself the more you try and please him, the more you make him happy - i dont like him because he's changing you and i dont like that, i dont think he's the right one for you" Jack said "i think that sometimes a relationship can die and i think yours is on its life support machine but you just realise it yet, or maybe you do?" Jack said and shook his head to make his hair fall into the right places. Adrienne was staring down at her bare hand as Jack spoke. "No," she said, firmly, "its not." she wished George was here now, just so she could be with him and reasure herself. "If hes not right for me then who is? Hes not a bad person, hes just trying to protect me." she took the ring out of her pocket, and put it back on her finger. "im not trying to be the big bad wolf in this whole saga but really i think your in denial - if you truely loved him you would worship the ground he walked on you would want to be spending your evening tucked up with him not in the hospital wing with your mate" jack said and raused an eyebrow "you would not only just remember the ring you had removed whilst going behind his back just because we mention him and also you would never of admitted that he had you wrapped around his little finger, from my experiance thats not love" he said seriously "i think you just need to stand back and have a look at the bigger picture really, Adrienne" he said Adrienne found herself fighting tears for the second time that night. "I do want to be with him," she said, "I cant. We cant be together all the time anymore, I have to go to school and he cant be here. Securities too tight for me to see him every night. I do love him..." she was close to tears, and determined not to look at it the way Jack did. Because she knew that she loved George. He might be right about their relatioship dying, but she loved him. But she couldnt help imagining the roles reversed. George didnt exactly worship the ground she walked on, as Jack put it. He hardly had any respect left for her. He sometimes went for a week without seeing her lately. And he did have her wrapped around his little finger. She almost broke as she admitted those things to herself, but instead she stood up off the bed and turned away from Jack, going over to the window so he wouldnt see the tears in her eyes. "look Adrienne, please dont get yourself worked up about this" jack said realising he had probably pushed his point across too far. "George is with you right? you've been through so much, who's to say you cant pull through this, if there even is anyting to pull through" he said and hlaf smiled. Getting off the bed he walked over to her, putting one hand on her shoulder. "difficult times lay ahead (yes that is a direct quote from HP) and to enjoy the best moments you must endure the rocky parts - im one to know about rocky parts of relationships. Just take a deep breath and try to stop worrying - you love him right and right now thats all that matters. Whether he loves you or whether he's doubting his feelings, ou still want to be with him and your going to do everything you can to try and save that" Jack said
Adrienne looked up at George as she finished
ooc; holy crap thats long.... meh it was easier then sending you to the threads.
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Post by Fred & George Weasley on Dec 23, 2007 0:05:51 GMT
((okay...when did she get the ring? I thought George took it back when they were in the hotel, and he hadn't given it back to her yet? you are talking about the engagement ring, right?))
George listened to her story carefully, not interrupting but allowing Adrienne to talk, knowing she needed it. He waited until she'd finished before making any kind of movement and, even then, it was a moment before George led her away from the middle of the floor and onto the couch against the wall. "You're right. I'm not treating you the way I should be," he said, as he sat down and held Adrienne's hands in his. He stroked the back of her hands for a moment before continuing. "That's all it comes down to, really. You have to understand, though, that it has nothing to do with us. It's just everything that's happening around us making things harder to get through," he sighed and shook his head, leaning back on the couch but still looking at her as he thought for a bit.
"It's not that I don't love you, Adrienne...I love you with all my heart. I wish you could believe that fully, without having any doubts but...everyone's got doubts." Turning to the face the room now, George flicked his wand and a fire erupted in the grate, sending the heat from the flames flooding over them both. "You have no idea how hard it is for me to not be with you, every single second of the day," he started again, turning back to face her. "If you're unsure about anything, maybe we're moving too fast? We are still young, you're still in school so...maybe we shouldn't make any large leaps at the moment?" he said, slowly fingering the ring on her finger. Though the last thing George wanted to do was take it back, as he meant everything that ring symbolized, and it showed in his eyes, his gentle touch, maybe it would be better that way. "Maybe we need a...break to think things through?" he suggested, though that was the last thing he wanted for them. What George really wanted was for them to be together eternally but, with the way things were going at the moment, he wasn't able to see how that could possibly happen.
"And, for the record, I'm not angry at you, for going into the Shrieking Shack and doing that. I just wish you wouldn't go looking for trouble, though. I never wanted you to be someone you're not, because then you wouldn't be the same girl I fell in love with. If it's I who did that to you, if I changed you, then it's my fault we're not working as we should be, and I'm sorry," he said quietly as he looked into her eyes and, still holding her hands lightly, waited for a response.
((uh...hope that works, haha))
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Post by Adrienne Lena on Dec 23, 2007 9:36:00 GMT
((No the ring he gave her way back... the one that was enchanted so that she could call him to her when she was in trouble. I know that wasnt really clear... she took it off so it 'wouldnt get damaged' but really she was just guilty))
Adrienne held Georges hand in hers. "I didnt want to believe what Jack said," she said, "It just made sense... I know Ive been getting things all wrong, and Im sorry. I guess I just thought you would be like everyone else," she paused, thinking it might upset him to hear what she thought, but she wanted to just get everything out. "you know how it was... different for me growing up. We are just from different worlds I guess. But when you got angry and started pushing me away I expected... worse." in 'her world' when someone got angry at her they showed it, and really took it to extemes. It always turned into a major fight and all she could do was defend herself. "I expected the same from you as from them. Im sorry..."
She thought about what he had said, and held onto his hand tighter as she spoke next, "Maybe we do need a break," she said, "but... I dont know what Id do without you. Your the only person... one of the only people, whos ever loved me. The only person whos ever shown it. But not lately... god, if I had just said all this before and not kept it to myself... you havnt touched me like you used to in so long, ((not talking about sex here, lol thought I would clear that up)) I miss having the George I fell in love with."
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Post by Fred & George Weasley on Dec 23, 2007 21:23:13 GMT
((oh, yeah! I'd forgotten about that one. that was just another one of my genius eruptions, haha. haven't had too many of those lately. is sad, really. aaanyway, I liked that idea. I'm proud))
George winced as she talked about how she'd expected him to react towards her, and it hurt him. "You know that I would never lay a hand on you. I'd never physically hurt you, Adrienne. If you had expected me to react like that....You know me. How could you think that?" he said, his eyes full of hurt at what she thought he'd have done to her. His grip on her hand loosened slightly as she talked about that, but he couldn't help wrapping his fingers through hers as Adrienne tightened her grip on his hand.
"I guess we're in the same boat then, aren't we? Neither of us are the same people we fell in love with anymore. I know that you had nothing to do with why I'm the way I am, as it's got nothing to do with you. Absolutely nothing. You need to understand, these are just...inner demons, I guess, that make me worry too much. I know that things are different with us, but it's so hard, not being able to see you like I used to. I...I'm just worried that you'll end up finding someone else to be with, someone who's willing to touch you like I used to when we were good. I don't want to lose you and, not seeing you as often as I used to...well, I'm just afraid that you'll end up falling for someone who can be around you all the time," he admitted, his voice growing quiet as he finished talking slowly.
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Post by Adrienne on Dec 23, 2007 21:52:18 GMT
"No, George, I know you wouldnt ever hurt me... I just got scared that you might... change." he had changed, but she had been scared that he might take a turn for the worse and just loose his temper. She definitly knew what it was like to loose your temper. "And... someone whos willing to touch me? You dont want to anymore? George, I know Ive... strayed away in the past, but you have to forgive me for that, and believe that I wont again. Its not a pattern. Its not like Im a serial cheater. Sometimes things happen. Like Damiam. That was the first time, it was just a kiss. And Jack, but that wasnt just anything... we had a history. When you left me, he wanted me. When you were with Alena ((was that her name?)) he wanted to be with me. So then when I couldnt be with you it was only natural that I would go to him for comfort. I dont think you ever forgave me for any of that."
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Post by Fred & George Weasley on Dec 23, 2007 22:11:45 GMT
George frowned as he took his words the wrong way, and he shook his head. "That's not what I meant by saying 'willing.' I just meant that there's gotta be others out there who want to touch you like that, to just hold you in their arms like I do. I thought you'd think you'd be better off finding someone like that who was still in school. You'd be able to see them all the time," he muttered, shrugging and looking at the fire for a moment. He sighed and turned back to look at her, quiet for a moment. "I didn't mean that you'd cheat on me. I just meant that I'm afraid you'd find someone else you could care about, and break up with me," he said.
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Post by Adrienne Lena on Dec 23, 2007 22:15:27 GMT
"Like who?" Adrienne asked. "Who could I possibly care about the way I care about you? Who could be like you? George, even though you dont think that your whats best for me.. it doesnt matter. If Im wasnt... If Im not whats best for you, then would you leave?" At the end of the day, did it matter what was 'good for her'. "I can hande not seeing you every day George, as long as I can see you some days."
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