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Post by Fred & George Weasley on Dec 23, 2007 22:23:41 GMT
George just shrugged as she asked who would be better for her than him. He might be a bit stupid at times, but he wasn't dumb enough to suggest other guys that she might like. "I understand. I feel the same way but, really, every so often isn't enough. I need...Adrienne, I need to see you a lot more than we are right now. I don't know how that's going to happen though, with all the security being tightened as it is right now. No way they'll let me in the castle anymore, let alone the grounds," he mused, shaking his head. As George settled back into the couch again, he pulled Adrienne close to him, wrapping his arms around her.
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Post by Adrienne Lena on Dec 23, 2007 22:28:19 GMT
Adrienne was about to say something else, but she forgot it as soon as he pulled her to him. She sank into his arms, her head on his shoulder, as close as she could be. "You know this is the first time in a long time that you've touched me... properly..." last time she had seen him his shop had been destroyed, and he hadnt wanted her near him. Even that had been a while ago. A breif, stiff kiss goodbye and that had been it.
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Post by Fred & George Weasley on Dec 23, 2007 23:34:02 GMT
"I know," he said quietly, regret flooding his voice. "I'm sorry about that. I just didn't want to make things worse, but then I realized that not touching you was bad enough. I didn't know how much longer I could go without touching you," George said, closing his eyes as he smelled her hair, breathing her in. "I am so in love with you," he whispered, kissing her hair softly and squeezing her lightly in his arms.
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Post by Adrienne Lena on Dec 23, 2007 23:37:03 GMT
Adrienne closed her eyes and breathed George in deeply. "I just feel like... you could do better then me. That you have me wrapped around your little finger because Ive changed so much.... turned into a push over..." she trailed off, sighing. "I always picture you with a girl whos really pretty.... and tall...."
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Post by Fred & George Weasley on Dec 24, 2007 0:05:37 GMT
"Are you kidding?" he asked, looking down at her, his face full of surprise. "Adrienne, you're beautiful to me. There could never be anyone better than you. I may have gone off with Alana, but that was only because I couldn't have you at the time. Anyone besides you would just be a replacement. You're the best I could ever ask for. Ever. I only want to be with you," George said, smiling slowly at her.
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Post by Adrienne Lena on Dec 24, 2007 0:09:22 GMT
Adrienne looked up at George, her hand moving to his cheek. "I love you," she said, quietly. "But... dont you think Ive changed? That Im not the same as before? How can you want me when..." when she wasnt the girl he fell in love with. When she was 'boring'. A push over.
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Post by Fred & George Weasley on Dec 24, 2007 0:12:24 GMT
George sighed and shook his head, drawing back from her a bit to look into her face. "If you have changed, then it's because of me and, I hate to say it, Jack is right. If I've changed you, then I'm not good for you," he said quietly. "I never wanted to hinder you. I told you. That's the last thing I want-for you to be someone you're not," he said.
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Post by Adrienne Lena on Dec 24, 2007 0:16:31 GMT
Adrienne kept hold of George, but let him pull away slightly. "I just dont know how to change back to the way I was..." she said. "And I'm... not happy. Its not you. I love you, and Im with you. But I cant be happy when everything else is so wrong... and when Im not happy with myself. I dont think your happy either. I dont know because you havnt really told me... but you dont laugh and joke like you used to."
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Post by Fred & George Weasley on Dec 24, 2007 0:28:11 GMT
"Things change, Adrienne. I'm not happy right now because I'm too busy worrying," he said, shrugging as, of course, it was not like George to be one to worry. "If you're not happy, then you need to fix that. I do too. I wish things could go back to the way they were, but that would take time. If we need to take a break, then we should. Just to...to think things through, to figure out what's making us unhappy and try and fix that. If we're not happy as individuals, we can hardly be that way together, can we?" George said, smiling half-heartedly at her.
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Post by Adrienne Lena on Dec 24, 2007 0:33:12 GMT
Adrienne nodded, "Your right," she said, "but... its so hard... I think about what things used to be like... when you were at Hogwarts, and all of us would hang out down by the lake. We could be togehter in the commen room... you and Fred would always be making jokes or pulling pranks... you used to make me laugh all the time. Your sense of humour is one of the things I love about you. And we used to be able to see eachother in the hallways... I was happy then... I was different then. I was the girl you wanted."
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Post by Fred & George Weasley on Dec 24, 2007 0:44:19 GMT
"You're still the girl I want. You're not the person I fell in love with, but neither am I. I'm not the same as when we met, I know that. I'm sorry, though, I don't want you to feel like I don't want you. Ever. We need time, that's all. I miss being back at Hogwarts so much, and that was one thing I'd never thought I'd say," George said, chuckling lightly and shaking his head. "I remember what it was like, and I miss it. If we can get it back...we should, shouldn't we?" he said, smiling again and pulling an arm from around her, though he kept one behind her, still holding her to him.
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Post by Adrienne Lena on Dec 24, 2007 0:48:51 GMT
Adrienne held onto George tighter as he started to let go, "How long will we go on a break for? How long will we have to be apart?" she didnt want to loose him, and she didnt think she would be able to stay away from him, it would be too hard. "And what would it mean? Just... not seeing eachother at all? Or just not being a couple, not being alone together?"
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Post by Fred & George Weasley on Dec 24, 2007 0:56:00 GMT
George shook his head and sighed, shaking the hair out of his eyes and he withdrew his arms completely from around her. "I'm not sure. I've never been on a break before," he said, laughing slightly at the thought of it. It wasn't funny at all though, breaking with Adrienne, but he tried to ease the pain if he could. "I guess we just wouldn't be a couple. We can still see each other, just not really be alone together. That would be too...too hard," he said quietly, shrugging again. The thought of having to stay away from Adrienne was brutal, and the last thing he wanted. No, they just needed time as a couple apart. Not time apart in general.
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Post by Adrienne Lena on Dec 24, 2007 1:01:44 GMT
"When do we have to start?" Adrienne asked, reluctantly letting George pull away from her fully. As soon as he did she shivered slightly; it was colder without his arms around her, and she immedietly wanted to hold him agian. She had gone so long without touching him, without being near him. It hardly seemed fair that as soon as they could be together, they had to force themselves to stay away. "And how long should we... be on a break?"
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Post by Fred & George Weasley on Dec 24, 2007 2:00:44 GMT
George shrugged and ran his hands through his hair, shaking his head. "I don't know. Not too long. I don't think I couldn't stand not being 'with' you for too long a time," he said, smiling slightly at her. "What do you think? A week or-or two?" he asked, getting up from the couch and bringing her a sweater from the front closet, having noticed her shiver.
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